Honestly…
Even I can’t see myself with somebody else, but it’s for the opposite reasons. I can’t see it because I know that nobody will be able to beat you at anything. You are my happiness. You were always the piece that fit. I seriously don’t even plan on looking for anything right now. I didn’t even think I was ready to give up, and I’m still not even sure if I am to be honest. More than half of my thoughts are saying that this is a mistake, but I needed a change. I don’t want to hurt you, I don’t want to see you sad. Your life is not the only one that seems to be crumbling to pieces. Since I met you, you have always been my whole life, and in my heart, it still feels that way. I always said it was meant to be. And if it really is, I still believe it will happen one day. But right now, I have just been putting myself in a bad position. I just hope you know, I never have and never will see you as a fuck up. I have always been there to build spirits up when everything else seemed to bring you down. I just need some time for myself. The time that I gave you when you wanted it. But this is the only way I can get it, it’s not going to be easy at all. I don’t know how long this will last either. But I just want you to know, that you will still be in my prayers every single night. I still love you with all my heart. And the letters “P <3 B” will never leave my wrist.
